Salam alaik,
Ai smua… Now I know y sis cakap ‘tau
dak kami menikah macam mana?’. I though sis n bro in law ni kawan. Jumpa masa
event apa-apa ke masa sis keje JAIS but! They are anak sepupu and pak sepupu. That
y la I think sis cakap macam tu. Then I never ask anything. I don’t know y I didn’t
ask. Normally I keep asking itu ini.. but now never!! when I think I’m confuse
then I ask. If not! I keep silent all the time. Y huh??? Any idea?
This raya my sis ask me. ‘y u
never have bf? Are u trauma with men?’ then I look at her. I never give the
answer but I ask her ‘y u ask? Got any bf for me?’ see! I’m not totally trauma
with men. A bit may be. Hahaha. X nak ngaku lak tu. J
For me may be it’s not suitable time
to thinking about men. If he like me propose me as muslim and get married. After
married we can couple what? But when I think again…. Is that what I want in my
life? Until now I keep thinking.. (istiharah lah kamu, nescaya kamu akan
beroleh jawapan.J)
When u decide to change then
Allah will send to u people who is can help u change. Believe or not but its happened
to me. And a lot of thank to Allah cause send all my friend, him and his family
to me eventhough I feel so small compare with them.
Now I don’t know what to type. Cause….
My mind thinking my work. I need to settle the report by tonight because tomorrow
need to send to client and a day after tomorrow I have site inspection and! My boarding
time at 3pm. I don’t know either I can pick all the time or not. Please wish
for me.
A human who want happiness
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