Salam alaik,
Ai semua… lately KB bz cket.
Turun naik site jangan cakap. But da nama pon keje. KB x merungut sikit pon. KB
enjoy keje tu. Balik dari site singgah umah mandi-mandi solat… Lepas magrib
datang balik opis.. Balik lak tengah-tengah malam. Since KB da bertunang…
xtivity KB agak slow. Smua kene punch card. YES! Sorry All… I have been
engaged. Bukan x nak cite but KB x rasa
nak share. But since KB x leh tanggung. So KB pown cite la. L
Actually KB takut sangat dengan
perkataan NIKAH dan KAHWIN. Bukan KB x nak kawen… mesti la nak. Excited sangat
bile dengar orang nak kawen. Tapi kadang-kadang sedih gak. Kawan-kawan len da
kawen tapi KB? Entah la.. Mungkin belum jodoh lagi. But this time I’m having
scared! Takut nak kawen. L
Takut sebab?? I’m scared if I
cant be the best for HIM.. I’m scared if I cant be the best as a wife.. I’m scared if I cant be the best as a friend
for him.. I’m scared if I cant be the
best as a soul mate for him.. I’m scared
if I cant be the best as a mom for his child..
I’m scared if I cant be the best as daughter in law.. I’m scared if I cant be the best as sister in
law.. All of them make me scared. L
This week En.Tunang balik cini. Then wat la
preparation cket. The part yg make me so scared is when he brought MAS KAHWIN
for me. L..
so meaning… we are too closed to geting married… aduhai.. betol kene ni? Then he
start to comment who am i.. sometimes feel ‘y now… ya Allah… berikanlah ak
kesabaran yang tinggi jika ini jodohku… jika ini bakal pembimbing ak..’.. bak
cakap diyana, one of my ex-schoolmate said ‘rasa x nak kawen pon ad weh’…
serius!! Its happened it to me also.
So frenz… please wish for my strength..
chayok-chayok…. Adoiii..
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